FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!

i dont use this word lightly and by that i mean i dont regularly use this word for just anything unless of course im being sarcastic but i fucking hate this guy i have never known a version of myself more insufferable and awful i mean this guy i dont know how he looks in a mirror and she loves him. she loves him

its difficult to admit that i look at jessica rabbit and get all hot under the collar but then eddie comes on screen not a damn shirt on or a razor put to skin even once and im imagining a future. it means nothing i know that it means nothing but its weird

i found her

a lot of these people are honestly really chill. i dont think theres really anything more to say i went out into the bubbles and did some work and i hung out with a lot of people. i should really try to get my pill situation sorted out because i can tell people are trying to catch me making more

stumbled upon a jade today and shes a pretty good contender for the jade and i do mean *the* jade with a capital t. not physically because if i stumbled across the jade in the bubbles i just wouldnt leave like she couldnt be rid of me. im like those stabby ball things in that i stick to the people i want to and there is no way to get me off and also when you sit on me it hurts because im pointy. i dont think thats anything actually forget that was written at all

talked to karkat and he was not happy with my behaviour and honestly like get over it. im doing the right thing. and thats basically it